ON THE ROAD AGAIN

This is true knowledge, to seek the Self as the true end of wisdom always. To seek anything else is ignorance.
Bhagavad Gita

Knowing yourself is the beginning of all wisdom.
Aristotle

Whoever knows himself knows God.
Prophet Muhammad

If you do not know yourselves, then you are in poverty and you are poverty.
Saint Thomas

Thou sleep’st: awake and see thyself.
William Shakespeare

©DEV VIRAHSAWMY FOUNDATION – The Management Company of the Foundation is OCORIAN, 6th Floor, Tower A, 1 Cybercity, Ebène, Mauritius.

When I was a little boy on the dusty road of Goodlands
I was told I was a ‘Telgu’.
My ‘Telgu’ father fathered a child with a ‘non-Telgu’ girl
Before marrying my mother
A ‘Telgu’ girl from Quartier Militaire
Where she had learnt Tifrer’s and others’ Creole songs
Which she sang to me:

• Pa bate li misie,
• Ler mo ti kontan twa Lilinn,
• Kari lalo milatres,
• Roule mon’pti Sir Zil,
• Nwar, nwar, nwar do mama,
• Charli – O, aret bwar diven banann …

My ‘non-Telgu’ friends who spoke Creole and Bhojpuri
Loved to tease me.
For them ‘tel’ was ‘oil’ and ‘gu’ was ‘shit’
And so I was – what was I? –
Oily shit or shitty oil?

A Telgu child who listened to Creole songs
Sung by a Telgu mother
And Creole stories
Told by a Telgu granduncle (Tata);
Whose dream was peopled by the cunning hare
And the wise tortoise
And fuelled by the tricks of Tizan
That was the Telgu I thought I was.
Later I was told I was not Telgu
But Telegu from Andhra Pradesh.
Much later my identity sketched by others
Took a new shape:
I am Telugu from Telangana!

Yet I still feel like the little boy
On the dusty road of Goodlands
Who listened to Creole songs
Sung by a Telgu mother
And Creole stories
Told by a Telgu Tata.

On the road to Damascus and Emaus
I make music with my friends
For those I love.
Ek hi raasta!

When I was three I had polio
And lost my left arm.
My Telgu mother dragged me to different places of worship:
Shivalas, kovils, mosques, chapels, churches, different shrines
To beg the Almighty to restore the lost limb.
And yet everybody insisted that I was
A Telgu boy.
Why?
I’ll never know.
What makes a Telgu boy?

Death of my Telgu mother.
Had to leave my Telgu comfort zone
For urban running water and electricity Euro-Christian zone;
Went to Catholic schools,
Discovered I was a pagan
For whom there would be no salvation
– Ad Altiora Cum Christo.
The Creole culture fountain started to dry up
(No Guna or Tata Iranah to keep the fire burning)
And an avalanche of Frenchified Americanism swept through.
(Now Elvis, James Dean and Alliance Française
Topped the chart.)
My grandmother was worried:
I was becoming “Kondoru”
For my Telgu roots were rotting.

On the road again!

On the road to Damascus and Emaus
I make music with my friends
For those I love.
Ek hi raasta!

Met a Telgu girl,
Decided on a non-Telgu relationship;
Married outside Telgu zone
In a non-Telgu way;
Studied in a non-Telgu University;
Discovered a non-Telgu branch of learning;
Thought of building a non-Telgu Bharat;
Brought up our children in a non-Telgu culture …

Who am I?
Out of Africa my ancestors
Peopled a planet;
They then settled
On a Creole island;
Changed it;
Developed it to the best of their abilities.
What should I do now?
Dig deep into the earth to find Telgu roots?
Or chart a new course?

On the road again!

On the road to Damascus and Emaus
I make music with my friends
For those I love.
Ek hi raasta!

In a world of having
A Telgu boy from the dusty roads of Goodlands
Wants to grow the tree of being;
The African-Indian-Telgu
On his Creole island
Wants to carve his new dynamic identity.

What?
Trying to replace the blond-hair, blue-eyed god?
What?
Mixing lard with ghee?
What?
Denying access to Sanscrit, Latin, Esperanto and Volapük?
What?
Speak dialect and patois?
What?
Destroying blood purity?
What?
Worship Marx, Fidel and Mao Zedong?

The admirable true blues
Went on a rampage.
Why?
No one knew.

On the road again!

On the road to Damascus and Emaus
I make music with my friends
For those I love.
Ek hi raasta!

I felt like Prince Hamlet.
To be or not to be?
The torture was unbearable.
I could not find my way.
Tossed and turned until …

Just before I woke up
My fairy-godmother slipped into my soul
A few words of wise mystery
Which drove me into rethinking,
To have a fresh look around me,
Marvelling at simplicity,
So simple that we tend to ignore it:
If we all, on our island,
Sound the depth of what we are,
We’ll get the shock of our lives
Because we are,
Willy-nilly,
We are … Creoles, yes Creoles all of us
Transplanted into new soil.

Indo-Creoles, Afro-Creoles,
Euro-Creoles, Sino-Creoles;
Believing and non-believing Creoles;
Hindu Indo-Creoles, Christian Indo-Creoles;
Muslim Indo-Creoles too;
Christian Afro-Creoles and Rasta too;
Muslim Afro-Creoles too;
Christian, Hindu Euro-Creoles;
Muslim Euro-Creoles too;
Buddhist, Christian Sino-Creoles;
Muslim Sino-Creoles too;
Indo-Afro-Euro- Sino
We are … Creoles, yes Creoles all of us
Transplanted into new soil.

A dream? Reality?
True reality?
Another reality?
Surely an irresponsible dream!
A traitor’s dream!
Mixing pork with clarified butter?
Renegade rascal!

My fairy-godmother smiled
To say that was alright
For even within the same breed
Conflicts often arise.
Conflicts between two thoughts,
Between two groups,
Between the past and the future
Between forward and backward …
That’s why, she told me,
I should sharpen my pencil, open my eyes,
Keep my ears wide open,
Allow Creole colours and music
To seep into my soul;
Dip my heart in emotions
From the Ganges, the Seine and the Loire;
Let the sea breeze caress my hair,
Let the summer rain water my feet,
Let the soil’s fragrance titilate my nostrils.
Then with Creole words
Carve my identity
And chart the road to development.

On the road again!

On the road to Damascus and Emaus
I make music with my friends
For those I love.
Ek hi raasta!

I remember again the meeting I had with
Peter Ustinov
At the old Port Louis Theatre
“Blood purity? NONSENSE!
We’re all mixed-bloods!”
From River Omo to Asia, Australia, Europe, Americas…
To Indian Ocean Creole Islands
We’re all mixed-blood
Homo-Sapiens.

Yes I know!
I’m a metis, a universal metis,
Full of the milk of human kindness …
And proud to be so.

On the road to Damascus and Emaus
I make music with my friends
For those I love.
Ek hi raasta!

AND THIS IS MY SONG:

Metis? Me mo fier mo’enn metis!
Dan mo lavenn dilo Ganga,
Betsiboka, Godavari,
Zambezi, Forth, Lasenn, Lalwar,
Yagnsekiang, Senegal, Tamiz
Finn balye prop tou enpirte.
Dan mo disan ena lesans,
Fimie, parfen bann gran kiltir.
Dan Gita, Labib ek Koran
Mo finn swazir mo nouritir.
Shakespeare, Molière, Dostoevsky,
Byron, Camus, Salman Rushdie,
Gershwin, Coltrane, Stravinsky,
Lata, Beatles, Elvis, Ravi,
Chazal, Chagall, Modigliani
– Pa bliye Marx, Mao, Gramsci –
Finn ouver mo lizie, poli
Mo vizion, regle bann lakor,
Rafinn mo sansibilite.

Mo pa bliye Lekol Goodlands,
Misie Poli, Amatali,
Lekol Walter, Misie Soumann,
Lekol Lefrer, Frer Alexis,
Kolez Lefrer, Tichiv, Nanas,
Kolez Rwayal, Ton Frank, Totol;
E twa, Madeleine, trankil-trankil
Dan to ti kwen, to ti kone
Sak fwa bizen bros mo latet.

Liniversite Edinbourg!
Alma Mater, san to saler
Ki mo ti pou ete aster;
San twa Gregor, Corder, Lyons,
Abercrombie, Martin, Criper;
San twa Sue, Mike, Mick, John ek Paul …
Kapital festival to finn
Nouri mo lespri ar siblim.

E bann kamarad dan lalit?
Jooneed, Teerat, Chafeek, Paul,
Herve, Tatav, Ah Ken, Arzou,
Dan, Raj, Brigitte, Micheline, Siven,
Ranjeet, Ravind, Dorsoo, Rafick …

Mo enn metis. Mo konn koz-koz
Angle-Franse, me sel langaz
Ki mo koze ar lapeti
San liv gramer, swa dixioner
Se pli zoli lang lor later.

Kot mwa, nou kontan kamanber
Me sa pa vedir ki nou kil
Farata, dalpouri, dalpita, karri-barri,
Makaroni, spageti, briyani, chapati,
Noukienn, hakienn, wanntann, sawmay,
Rougay sosis, dal bred-sonz,
Pwason sale, bomli sek,
Satini koko, bouyon pwason …

Dan nou lakaz Buddha ek Shivji
Lanwit-lizour sakenn riy ar so kamarad;
Palet Constantin pret kouler penso Argo;
Sitar Shankar, tabla Rakka, violon Yehudi,
Saxo Coltrane, piano Keith Jarret,
Sentetizer Jean Michel Jarre
Priye, plore, riye sakenn so mannyer;
Sari, salwarr-kamiz, rob-zip, jins,
Kostim, kourrta pijama partaz elegans.

Gerard, Basheer, Lam Kam, Jamila,
Deva, Nadine, Kwee Choy, souvan
Nou zwenn otour latab, kot nou, kot zot.
Manze, bwar, riye, plore.
Nou partaz nou boner ek nou maler.

– Bagounaw nayna?
– Awnou, bagounanou.

[- To bien misie?
– Wi, mo bien.]

26.08.2017

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